Peter Morgan, from Monmouthshire, admits killing escort Georgina Symonds, 25, in January but has denied murder on grounds of diminished responsibility.
The year-old told Newport Crown Court on Friday he started seeing escorts during a "mid-life crisis". And he said he knew his relationship with Miss Symonds "was never going to be normal by anyone's standards".
Giving evidence in his edcorts, the escorte a laval farmer from Llanellen, near Abergavenny, told the jury how he started paying escorts for sex inin a period he described as a "mid-life crisis". It just hit me that nothing lasts forever," he said.
He said Miss Symonds, from the Allt-yr-yn area of Newport, was the first escort he saw more than esclrts. I just seemed to get on with her.
It was the first time I went back to see one," he said. I liked her and it was nice and local.
He told the jury that by September "I loved her, I just felt different about her to anyone else. It was never going to be normal by anyone's standards.
I knew she didn't love me. I'd never had that sort of relationship before where we did things newporh. But he denies murder saying he was suffering from escorts racine wi responsibility due to Asperger's syndrome. He told the jury that he agreed with a professional assessment that described him as being on the autistic spectrum.
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